Errors not fixed. *always release what's been given even in our human-ness truly is the best way. Polishing or been stones never fit in certain presentations.

Each meal,with it's notes a slight bit off often unite the hearers to connect with us,when we are are real-est most natural self.  Somehow God doesn't seem to mind our flaws. Lol I think it makes is unique.  Kind of like a signed piece of clay after the potter places his signature.

I'm sorry to hear about your mom, i totally understand as my mom also has been battling cancer for over 11 years.  God also feeds us our vegetables, the things that are good for us and sometimes His children just don't want to eat - that's the first picture I got when you were talking about the dad feeding his kids vegetables.    I also was a sufferer of PTSD and depresion - but thanks to Jesus both have been healed, although like most people I am still a work in progress.  

Lord I declare over a Deborah a freeness that surpasses all prescriptions, all therapy or diagnosis'.  I declare in her the wings of the highest flying bird you created to surpass all circumstances and situations in this time of her life.  May you surround her with just the right people, in just the right time and may all her struggles dissipate in Jesus name.  

Hope you are doing well and that your life is and is becoming all you dreamed it to be.  T

Unique1965 posted:

I'm sorry to hear about your mom, i totally understand as my mom also has been battling cancer for over 11 years.  God also feeds us our vegetables, the things that are good for us and sometimes His children just don't want to eat - that's the first picture I got when you were talking about the dad feeding his kids vegetables.    I also was a sufferer of PTSD and depresion - but thanks to Jesus both have been healed, although like most people I am still a work in progress.  

Lord I declare over a Deborah a freeness that surpasses all prescriptions, all therapy or diagnosis'.  I declare in her the wings of the highest flying bird you created to surpass all circumstances and situations in this time of her life.  May you surround her with just the right people, in just the right time and may all her struggles dissipate in Jesus name.  

Hope you are doing well and that your life is and is becoming all you dreamed it to be.  T

 

Dearest T,

So funny that Ive read your response several times .

Totally time to respond!

Thank you. Im sorry to hear about your loved one dealing with so much too.

I know you told me about healing.

How that drs can help with the memory that holds the trauma.

I feel like that's where I've been.

Got healing ... Much needed deep cleaning and doing my part to take out the "trash" so to speak. Lol

How is everything. Everyone?

I am grateful for God's guidance, courage and strength.

Rough patches give way to open conversations and hope keeps the light on....

Waiting IN Anticipation...

For all He hath spoken.

Grateful and in expectation!

Deborah

Its one thing to know you have a disability..quite another to actually get doctor diagnosis.

For years I dealt with symptoms of PTSD..but was note diagnosed till March-April of 2018. Another diagnosis was also given.. But one I shared with a friend. Laurie. Its not time to share that publicly. Its part of my testimony. Part of what I overcome... But Im still walking through it.

Owning YOUR STORY is one of the bravest things you'll ever do beloveds.

Believe in yourself and your ability to still be USEFUL to the King of Glory.

He sees something beautiful in you.

Lovingly,

Deborah

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